FATE...!!

You ever love somebody somuch, you barely breath without

And inside its more like hell, you hate this lonely hangout
with your friends around you and they; creeping you, teasing you
where is your guy...lolzz..but inside its itching you
it kills me because i am second to all that work you got to do
but it wont hurt much, amidst if you text "i miss u too"
i wish you calll me some odd night
ask if i am hurtd with the last fight
i never knew it were so typical when i was choosing you
that it vl be so scary; the thought of loosing you
dont want those biggy gems, i want you by my side
hate being mixed in the crowd, hold my hand, take me for a ride
just cant sleep all night, wishing you a million smiles
trying things onn, messsing it offf, failing in all those trials
its not because you dont love me that much
but because i felt it special..your damn hugg and touch
And now i am helplessly falling for this lonelinesss
need you not for a night chat, but to fill-in my emptinesss
You have been my only good thing i always tell
but somehow why then we make it so hell
i wish its not too late before we feeel it
ending isnt gud if we know we can deal it
Because then it might not be that easy; for me to hold my tears
for loosing that only thing which mattered-the-most all these years
just want you love me the way i do
the way i look in for you, you should be too
dont want you alter it.. or you change for me
out of your busy goings; a walk if you can arrange for me
i wish, if you could know..what it takes to say I WANT U
its u mah luv that i cant resist, and not that i haunt you
i wish someday you'll feel my luv; i wish you hold back
to fill in those gaps, the spaces which lack
but do come back before i peel it off
my arms or fingers you'll find cutting short
now its getting suffocatd, i am dieng you know
do i really need breathings, welll i dont know
bt i want that to be you, who resusitates me
but you freak out, you say "it iritates me"
please be here, wana hold you, ask you whyyyy??
what is it that you bother too less, why you feeeling so shy??
babiee please come back, dont go away
i"ll learn to love my lonelinesss i swaear
And he goes out; nt even looking backk, hitting the door back hard
doesn't bother i was sobbbing, and waiting, or eyes swelled because i cried
an end to everything; an end to "wait"
my love fell short...may be that was "FATE"